i am waiting to meet with someone

my own bad art is done with you but i am still you. i want my
friends to be more successful than me in life in general, to watch
their good lives from my good good hidey-hole. meanwhile, i’ve
decided to pick up left-wing terrorism as a hobby. meanwhile,
this is the meaning meaning: to be masturbated to by a police
officer.

Ava Hofmann's poetry deals with trans/queer identity, Marxism, and frustrated desire. Her twitter is @st_somatic and her nausea-inducing website is www.nothnx.com